Dining and Differentiation
What’s the secret to keeping passion alive? There’s no one best answer, and every couple is different. But many therapists, myself included, talk about something called “differentiation” as a key factor. Differentation means being able to take care of yourself, as a separate person, while you’re in intimate dialog with your mate.
A popular book on the subject of differentiation is David Schnarch’s Passionate Marriage. Schnarch has probably done more than any modern sex therapist to promote the idea of differentiation as a core value in a romantic partnership.
Differentiation is hard. Especially if one hasn’t seen it demonstrated in one’s family of origin. One of the benefits of a good enough marriage or any other deep partnership is that it provides a holding place in which differentiation can occur. In which each partner can “become more truly oneself.”
Differentiation is not easy to describe, as an idea and as a feeling. Many couples tell me, “It sounds nice, but I don’t get what it’s supposed to feel like”
In such situations, I offer an analogy:
Let’s say you really want to go out for sushi, and your husband really wants pizza. You could (1) go along with his wish. (2) insist he go along with yours (3) decide to go to separate restaurants. All pretty conventional approaches.
None of them, though, are going to help you feel what it’s like to be more differentiated.
But let’s say that instead you decide to (4) stand on the street bickering about it, getting more and more hungry and upset, and wondering if this relationship is really going to work.
Now that’s a good start! You’re suffering together. You’re both being real clear about what you want, and advocating for your own needs.
Now let’s say you’re so exhausted that you say to each other, “let’s see if we can find a place that would work for us both.” You walk down the street looking at restaurants. You find an Indian place that looks promising, but you discover that one or both of you don’t really like Indian food.
The next night you go out again, thinking, “there’s got to be SOMETHING that we both like — and damn-it, we’re going to find it together!”
Now you’re really on your way! And when at long last, after many weeks of searching, you find a kind of food you both like, and a restaurant that serves it, you are so happy and feel so accomplished, that it becomes “your restaurant.” You find recipes for all their dishes and start learning to make them at home.
Those recipes are YOURS as a couple. You worked hard for them. They belong to no one but the two of you. They are your story — of keeping faith with yourself, and with each other.
If you’d never met each other, you’d never have found them. The relationship (this is important) took you someplace that neither of you ever intended to go. The relationship expanded you, and changed you. But it only did so BECAUSE you and your mate both insisted on what you really wanted. The answer wasn’t clear at first — but you found it.
You’ve differentiated from your respective families as well. No one in either of your families ever knew anything about that kind of cuisine. Your families think your new dining habits are a little strange. But they don’t understand about this particular journey you’ve been on together.
Only the two of you understand. You’ve become a more differentiated couple. Now you’re more confident that you can each take care of your own wants and needs in the relationship, and make it work.
And you know that the next time you stand together on the street bickering about whatever the next thing is…
You’ll figure it out.