[Snooks22]

Thank you ladies I feel so empowered. Of course I still have anxiety but I feel like the more I talk about it the better I feel. With all the support I known I’ll get past this and be able to be a help to other woman that have this problem.

[Snooks22]

LADIES!!!!!!! Phone consult on 2/26/2019….. then appointment date…. pray for me

[Snooks22]

Jennifer,
Omg thank you thank you for responding. While filling out the paperwork yesterday I was just looking at the questions and saying to myself this is really a mess…. how did you do this to yourself? Why did you let it get this bad? Why? Why? Why? So emotional I get somewhat excited, then scared again, then crying. I feel like a disaster? I don’t want to be a trouble patient I want to be a success not just for Maze success percentile, but for my Life. I want to have a FULL life I’m a great person I deserve it. I just want to look back and say yessssssssss you did it? Now what? Thailand? Egypt? World traveler? And as much as I want to be happy I want it more for him. He has been my rock and he deserves to be happy too.

[Snooks22]

recessivegenequeen I truly appreciate you being open I’m really struggling I’m still so doubtful of everything. I have to call the clinic to make an appointment for my phone interview in which I make my first payment. I almost feel sick to my stomach. That’s how I know I’m crazy. My ANXIETY is so high….. how did you get past that part (if you even went through it) to be intimate with your mate. The foreplay I’m with I love it in all actuality but when he goes to attempt I almost freeze like a damn statue and my anxiety level is through the ROOF. Then of course the MOOD IS RUINED. Will this treatment help me get past that part?

[Snooks22]

recessivegenequeen I know you’ve stated that you had this procedure done around 2 years ago….. this maybe a bit personal and if you don’t want to answer I completely understand, but how long after you had your procedure did you have intercourse with your mate? I do understand each case is different as we all are. I guess I was just wondering? I’m in the process of filling out all my entry paperwork, as I type this. I’ll keep you abreast we’re sisters now lol.

[Snooks22]

recessivegenequeen you just don’t know what your response means to me. DEVASTATED is the absolute correct word I would use to describe how I felt. We were sort of talking about marriage in a sense. Really hypothetical though and he said I’m concerned about the “sex thing” I in turn said “oh because I’m scary?” He said no because it’s non-existant. I was CRUSHED, not because I didn’t know or understand but because he spoke on it. When I said I would look for help he was ELATED. I really didn’t know where to even begin so I began using google to type in everything I could think of and came across Dr.Pacik name I looked at some YouTube videos and was excited then I saw he retired and then I lost hope again. Until I discovered he passed on his knowledge to future doctors. Of course I started looking at the cost and was like oh boy this is really expensive. Then I said isn’t my happiness worth more? My insurance won’t help cover the cost but I have another source. I’m going to keep going until I have my success story up here. I truly appreciate you and every other woman brave enough to talk about this. I know once I overcome this hurdle I’ll have a well balanced life. Sometimes ultimatums aren’t bad.

[Snooks22]

Recessivegenequeen are we the same person? I had somewhat of a ultimatum from a long time boyfriend and in all actuality it he has been super supportive over the years but he wants us to be all in not just some intimacy. People without this problem could never understand the turmoil. Years and years go by and after a while it’s like you don’t even care. He was more so like honey this just isn’t normal, which makes me feel like crap all over again. I’m just over it. I’m tired of being a prisoner to my vagina. I’m just praying this works. Thanks for the kind words. It’s definitely helps to know I’m not the only woman in the world with this problem.

[Snooks22]

I called.

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