Kudos to you, recessivegenequeen. I am curious to know, have you ever tried the vaginal dilators? I watched a YouTube video last weekend (I can share with you if you would like). Basically, the lady in the video was showcasing the dilators that her company produces. She stated that for pap smears, women only need to work through the smallest set (1 through 3).
Thank you for sharing your story, by the way. I have been reading posts from other ladies in the forums. I am so glad that this forum exists so I can meet brave women like you. 🙂
Plaloz