Hi Moonismine,
Do you advice going to a sexologist for this would help with the problem? I’m from Pakistan and its really hard to find one here. and I think the fertility clinics here donot offer treatments other than IVF.
The first doctor I consulted with, was apparently the only female sexologist in my country and it was a virtual checkup since she live half way across the country. she did recommend me something called Vaginal Botox. The word scared me as I thought this would lead to some sort of disability.
Now I’m seriously thinking to visit her in person, and share my concerns with her. Maybe she can advice me better. A part of me really wants to do the intercourse as well because I think its a failure on my end when every other woman can easily achieve it. I thought obeying parents, getting good grades and getting a good job was all that was counted as a success untill I faced this issue. Now I feel like I have achieved nothing in my life and everything I have doesnt matter when I cant do this basic thing.