Hey Ruby,
I’m 18 also, I’ve consistently had issues with this and I’m with a partner at the moment who is a girl so I don’t feel so pressured but I have been with boys before who have made me feel uncomfortable being in my own body. It’s crazy how much it still effects even when the person who loves you and tells you it doesn’t matter is supporting you. I feel scared and anxious about what the future holds for me and it’s a very scary thing. I think I’ve started to take the steps to look after my self and really listen to what my body is trying to tell me. Even though my partner loves me and looks after me very well I am still scared and feel a pressure that she will want something more and will go and find someone new. This is so daunting and I think that’s why I’ve reached out to this group because I feel alone and also because I’m so young none of my friends feel this way and nobody can relate. Hope you’re doing okay and I’m here to chat 🙂 from, Lucy
