Hi Nicole,
What you wrote is exactly how I feel. I’ve been married five years and battling this condition with a combination of endometriosis for many years. I’m scheduled for my procedure on Tuesday and I’m most nervous about sharing my feelings/emotions about everything. I’m a very social person but have always felt so private and alone with this issue that it’s hard to imagine changing that mindset. I’ve started to be more open about vaginismus since I started down the path of scheduling my procedure, so a few of my close friends and family know what I’m about to go through, but it’s definitely not easy to address when my coworkers are asking questions about why I’m travelling to NH to see a Dr.
Dr. Pacik and his staff have all been so kind, open and inviting. So unlike any Dr. I’ve seen before. I’m looking forward to success next week and the new journey I will face towards putting vaginismus in my past. And despite how tough the decisions were to spend all the $, take off of work, take a leap of faith into something so unknown still, I’m strong in knowing I’m helping myself, my marriage and the many women out there who still don’t know there is a solution.
Warm regards,
Esann
