[Arivera399]

@anonymous123
Wow, our stories are so similar!! Your gyno reacted pretty much the same as mine and it’s so hurtful and shameful to hear that, when we both know we literally can’t control the pain! I hate that people were supposed to trust in these fields make us feel worse. Not every gyno is like this of course but it really does get tiring. On the other hand, holy jeez, I’m so happy you’ve been cured!! Congratulations, it must feel so liberating with your hard work. Thank you so much for your insight. It feels a lot less lonely.

I don’t know if I’m just scared but I honestly worry that pelvic floor exercises won’t be enough. The thought that hurts me the most is going on nearly 6 years with very slow progress, which I’ve heard happen. To be honest, I’m just anxious and impatient. I know I have to calm down for this type of thing. I’ve practice dilating on my own but I get too scared and frustrated. I wonder if seeing a specialist will be different. Me and my boyfriend are heavily considering taking a trip to NY as that seems to be our best bet. We also want to tour NY meanwhile, haha. But man, I’m really excited to be able to work on this with educated individuals who are sympathetic towards vagina related conditions. Talking about this is really getting a lot of weight off my chest. So thank you to those who have replied and answered me. It really really means a lot!

[Arivera399]

Cathleen and recessivegenequeen

Wow, thank you both so much for your responses. I am glad you both can see that the doctors treatment was so insensitive. I felt like I was overreacting and being childish. It really discouraged me. But deep down I knew it was unfair. Thank you both.

I am also filled with happiness and relief to know theres hope with the botox procedure. Even if I dont end up needing it, Im very happy it worked for you, recessivegenequeen.Congratulations!

As for suggesting gynos in my area, I live in Florida near Tampa. I would appreciate suggestions in the mean time! Aside from my area, I am very interested in seeking out NY in the future nonetheless. I felt like Ive lost trust in regular gynos since my last appointment. It just feels like a game of russian roullette. Suggestions would be great if its not too much trouble. Thank you so so much again. Thank you for the understanding. I feel hope.

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