Today was my procedure, and I was so anxiety ridden and sick to my stomach right before going in for the operation they had to sedate me. Dr. Pacik said i had the worst case of vaginismus Level 5. I woke up, with the BIG blue dilator inside me, and couldn’t feel a thing. I was so overly happy that I told everyone that I loved them, and couldn’t stop crying and smiling. The rest of the 2 hours of dilating were a piece of cake, weird to get used to, but definitely easy!! Now i’m lying in bed resting with the purple dilator in place comfortably. And this is just after I went pee, and had to reinsert it all by myself, my self esteem along with my confidence has definitely risen!
Thank you so much Dr. Pacik, Tracy, Jen, and anyone else who helped me through this!!!