[Rachael]

There’s an examination…. Aaahhhhhhhhh. Well that should go terribly lol. any Dr who has tried failed…lol. my hubby is very supportive.. But you can miss the slight twinkle in his eye of the fun to come.. Lol. To stick to the postive..i keep listing all the positions I hope to try. Hehehehe.

[Rachael]

Hilton Garden Inn…. Packing my bathing suit to be able to decompress in the pool…keep breaking into nervous tears…not to break out the TMI…but I recently lost my mom/bestfriend over the summer. She knew all about this problem and this solution. She was all on board for it. I feel crazy not being able to talk to her and freak out on the phone. shehad the magic touch of talking me off the proverbial ledge.. I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around waking up with a size 5 dialtor inside me. Hunny says stop thinking about it… I give him a smarty pants exasperated look and say..I’m Not.. It keeps popping in there all by itself. Lol….

So how did you manage to sleep last night

[Rachael]

Well its packing day and my nerves are so rattled my brain can’t focus on clothes… Does purple go with green,does yellow go with red…polka-dot and stripes….. Oh who knows right now. We are leaving bright and early tomorrow morning to get on the road and get to the hotel by evening. We’re coming up from south jersey.
Food has not been my friend this week. Belly in turmoil. So now I’m adding dinner worries..and meals tomorrow… Also not been sleeping.. ugh…please oh please oh please..this just has to work.

Cant wait to meet all of you. Everyone I’ve spoken to on the phone has been so nice.

[Rachael]

Hi. I’m Rachael. My husband Jim and I will be their Monday the 31st.. I’m very nervous. This has got to work..and I hope I can manage to do my part. Quite a mental hurdle of failed attempts to overcome. More concerned and nervous about the process after the procedure.

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