I should also add a few other notes. I didn’t think that not having sex or any sexual engagement would cause me to become so emotionally disconnected. It just sort of secretly wore on me for awhile and by the time I realized it, it was like I was already brainwashed. I felt like a roommate and my emotions were non existent.
I also love my wife dearly. I want to make this work more than anything and I fully support her and her steps to recovery, now that I know that it can be fixed and I actually know what it is.