Hi Nicole. This is such a great post. Change represents moving into the unknown, a leap of faith that we are making the right decision. Know that you are not alone with these thoughts. I think by joining this Forum, it is such an important step in overcoming vaginismus and through reading the posts and even posting yourself, it will help so much to lessen your anxiety. I also really love the fact that Nicole, Melissa, and Dr. BatSheva are moderators of the Forum and can help you as well to feel less nervous about receiving vaginismus treatment. As they have written in the past, they care so much about helping you to overcome and, so importantly, they thoroughly understand vaginismus as so many doctors and providers have still yet to hear of the condition.