Hi Becca. Huge, huge CONGRATS on scheduling your upcoming appointment! I just know that this procedure will be life-changing for you in so many ways. Prior to my procedure, I felt so many of the emotions you describe (i.e. excited that I was really doing it; anxious/nervous/scared; and very, very happy mixed in). Please know you are not alone with any of these feelings. Please know that I am here for you along with so many other women on this Forum and I am just so, so happy you will be having it coming up in February. Please feel free to ask us all any and all questions that you may have pre-procedure.
I also wanted to share a recent thread with you for January and February 2014 patients:
http://www.vaginismusmd.com/vaginismus-md-forum/?mingleforumaction=viewtopic&t=745
In this thread, there are some cool options of places to check out while visiting New England (both in NH and MA). There is also excellent posts from girls who will be treated in the next couple of weeks as well as a recently treated patient from November. All wonderful, wonderful posts. :):):)