Hanna, so good to hear you are doing so well!! 🙂 The cold sounds awful though – we are having an unusually warm summer in Ireland for once!!! 🙂 Mum and I had a fab time too – Boston was amazing 🙂 Can’t wait to see the photo! It seems like so long ago but it was only last month :O Life has changed so much 🙂

hereisnowhy, thank you so much, I’m delighted you enjoyed reading it. I found it very therapeutic to write it all out 🙂 Today and yesterday were my first time ever using tampons and I am getting used to them already! Sometimes I find they do not go in far enough, so I just use the smallest silicone dilator to push it up that bit further…I’m sure after a while it will come much easier 🙂 If you are dilating to a #6 then it seems like having sex is just a tiny step away! 😀 Sometimes I feel a bit fed up because I’m not in a committed relationship at the moment and can’t ‘practice’ sex regularly, but I think everything happens for a reason so I try not to dwell on it 😀 I hope everything works out wonderfully for you! 🙂