I’m having one, well many days where the world just feels bigger than me. Exams and research and this isn’t really the most appealing thing to throw into my day. I’m not sure I can keep doing this. Right now it just seems pointless, being alone and me being so busy. It takes an hour out of my day, I have other PT that needs to be done that in the long run is more important than this. I have a bad hip. My final appointment is in two weeks and I’m waffling. I just have to decide if this really does matter. Some days I feel like just suck it up and deal. Move on with your life and sometimes like today I think how much longer!!! Or I just cry because i’m alone and feel deflated. I’m done with all the PT exercises ill see her I use my dilators but I always forget those.