Hi Sherrie, you are definitely not alone. The Forum has many women who are either currently going through some or all of the same things that you are going through or who have gone through them and are now healed. We are all here for each other and this Forum is a wonderful format to share your ups and your downs, ask questions, share your experiences, thoughts and feelings. You are not alone anymore, Sherrie. We are all right here along side of you. Sending you a big hug!