Thank you very much for the good luck Heather it did work. And what a wonderful story Emily.
After struggling with vaginismus for 18 years with no answer for it finally I was able to see Dr. Pacik and get the botox treatment on Feb 7th. It was so amaizing and beyound my capacity to control my joy when Dr. Pacik came and told me that I have the blue dilator inside me. I thought it was a joke but it was for real. It feels like I am still dreaming. I am able to dilate with pink without no problem and with a little discomfort the blue.
I have no words to express my gratitude to Dr. Pacik and his staff. The most wonderful and supportive people in the whole wide world. You all will remain in my heart. Thank you so much.