I hope it’s okay to post on here its nice to get a bit of support and not feeling isolated. People can only do so much because they don’t understand. I have decided to continue this journey. As much as I hate it and it’s hard I’m trying. My PT lady is getting a bit frustrated I’m not making enough progress. But if I dilate nightly I am on the floor in a ball crying. I feel like I failed after I did all that work for my PTSD and now I still need help. It took me months to realize my problem was a wound I had not found. I have a psychologist to help me work through this. I’ve done it once, ill do it again!!!